Hardest Lesson of Life..............

Sometimes I end up asking myself..
where i am ? and where i have been..
seems as if i had a dwindling past,
cant afford to recollect from memories.
at this point of time,
from where i am standing right now,
i gazed thru de path...
tht lies ahead of me...
cant see anything apart from dust,
and unbroken silences as it fades............

where i am heading to i dunno,
where i wanna go tht too i dunno,
what has happened to me ?
still figuring it out..
even if i had the reason,
will that make any sense now?

when i luk bak i didnt felt i was alone...
then why i feel i am alone right now ?
did everyone left me ?
or whether i have left everyone?
what made me do so?
how come i came this far?
far from every relations n bindings
dunno..

is it what i dream of ?
or is it what i was hoping to be...
life seems so fascinating at times
and sometimes so hard to get off...
at times it gives u things u never asked for,
and sometimes it just turn away from you..
leaving u nowhere in midst of uncertainities
pushing u towards the wildest imaginations..
no longer i imagine anymore!!
no longer i expect anything from life!!
just waiting for a appropriate time,
to bid farewell to this unrealistic living!!!!

i knew loneliness was my only companion,
for it has no promises to be kept..
de moment u have friends around,
it crawls away quietly...
when everyone leaves,
it will knock on ur door n say.. hi... i'm bak!!!!!!

it never left me marooned,
was been with me all de time,
a frnd named loneliness who was there...
apart from my shadow n my soul...
to teach me the hardest lesson of life...
a lesson of living life all alone.....!!!!!!!!!!!

R U Living???????????????

Real life VS Practical life......

What is Real life? What is Practical Life? In which one do u actually live. Real life is how u actually wanna live and practical life is the list of compromises u make in ur real life. Everybody says " Be Practical ".. What do they mean by that..or in which way do they want us to take that particular advice? The next time a person say to u that just ask him/her how u can become practical, they will then give you a thousand reasons to compromise ur way of living saying that somethings are not possible and rest are possible...who will decide which is possible and which is not? If u cant decide about your life then the only practical thing you can do is to do as what other person says. Itz upto u to draw a line ... draw a line upto which others shud interfere in your life. Every person related to you has a role to play in your life and there are some persons who make your life worthwhile for living, try to figure out who those special persons are. Itz up to u to live and live for some purpose rather than making purposes out of living. Life is not a set of practical doings or life is not an experiment which you can bundle up with a number of practical doings...life is a experience in itself and for that u have to live to get experienced .. Live as u want , live as u wish rather than making compromises in your life... Life becomes practical when u think only by ur mind...but life remains real whn u think from ur mind and ur heart simultaneously. Itz upto u to decide how will life turn on you rather than waiting for life to turn on u and then taking the necessary actions.. Why shud u let life control you rather than u taking control of life...afterall itz ur life...the only practical thing u can do is to plan ur life to make it real... and the moment u do tht u will feel like living.. If u take decission only from ur mind then tht's what we can term as a practical life i.e real life kept aside intaking a lot of compromises... After many years when u turn back and see u will not see what have u done, u will only see how u lived. Life is not defined by the moments u took on compromises but the moments u took overcoming those compromises... Live a real life and do practical things.............


-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sreekumar S