Shadows of Memory....

Please leave me alone,
Behind these corners of the wall...
Though sometime this seems insane,
But I have covered up for this fall...

Locked those moments in a casket,
And dug a deep hole in past..
Pushed it far inside, far away,
With last grains of sand on it, I threw the key away...

Then ,why do you keep clutching me from behind,
I am not the only one who was in it,
Go away ,go away to that person,
Who inflicted all those aches and pain...

I was merely a mute spectator watching,
And I took those sufferings while falling...
No longer I can keep pretending to anyone,
No longer I wanna keep tumbling down...

You hurt me each time you come up,
Like those killer whales surfacing each time...
Every now and then they turn up,
They take me deep along with them...

Pushing me deep down the peep hole,
Bubbles leaving me symbolizes of life escaping...
Darkness spreads around my eyes,
Saw life turning a mess,upside down all the way ...

What wrong did I do to you?
Why are you chasing me all the time?
I am not ready to take another fall from you,
I am not the person responsible for you..

Times have been testing at times..
Pushing me all around the lies..
Things which weren't supposed to be,
How come they became a huge part of my life??

The world once used to look good,
Wanna see it again for my own world,
Missed, everything that's called happiness,
And missed, the myself in me...

I am fed up of the games you play,
Now I wanna see Life as a whole,
Wanna feel what life is without you,
Wanna feel myself as the real person...

Please leave me alone,
I find myself better that way,
And I dont need you along my way...
I just wanna be me, myself and I ....